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Need Something?

Stay

Words to an invisible friend . . . printed here because I realized after sending the message this morning how very few times in my life I have asked people to stay.

I got your messages this morning, and then I cried.

Your words sounded too much like a goodbye.

I have no magic …Stay

    Put out the fire

    A man who is no longer young.

    His shoulder-length hair pulled back in a messy ponytail.

    He is bearded and attractive in that scruffy way that just is here in Oregon.

    He is lit from within with . . . something.

    Enthusiasm?  Intelligence?  Creativity?  Happiness?

    Something.

    He catches my attention.

    He is perhaps 35.

    …Put out the fire

    Offstage

    When I was 9 years old, there was some sort of open-house at my elementary school.

    I don’t remember all of the details.

    I just remember my part in the evening.

    Our class put on several short skits for the parents.  I was the little boy who cried wolf.

    There were seven of us …Offstage

    Brittle sifting

    I sat down to write today.  I sat down to write about a sensation that occasionally floods my being with a reality other than the one before me.  This sensation is ephemeral and fleeting.  I reach for what it is . . . and it is gone.

    A memory?  A dream?  An imagined something?

    …Brittle sifting

    Eyeseeme

    A long time ago, in a psychology class, I remember learning about a therapeutic technique called “mirroring.”  If I remember correctly, the goal of mirroring is to listen carefully, pull the moist salient bits of information from a speaker’s words, and then “reflect them back” at the speaker.  This reflection or mirroring is supposed …Eyeseeme