Quondam

October 2014
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Bee me

I have been having trouble staying asleep lately, which is to be distinguished from my normal insomnia, in which I stare into the darkness and surrender my brain to the chaos of simultaneously pursuing every single available negative thought to its inescapable conclusion of doom. No, lately I have been falling asleep and then …Bee me

    Maternal-grievance sheep

    “I can’t fall asleep.”

    I lean to kiss Maj’s forehead, “Just lie quietly.”

    “You always say that.”

    “It always works.”

    “It does not work, Mother . . . sometimes I am in here for hours, lying in the dark waiting for the Mother-wisdom to take hold, but its grasp is feeble.”

    “My wisdom is …Maternal-grievance sheep

    Permeable

    People? I have put up a birthday guest post over at the lovely Kisha’s house!

    My post is called Filled with Grudge.

    Because people? That’s how I fucking roll.

    Click and read . . . that’s where the party is.

    Seriously.

    CLICK!

    Back here?

    Daylight Savings Time pisses me off.

    11:30 last night and …Permeable

    A is for Awake

    I am so fucking tired today.

    So fucking tired.

    The cause?  My inability to sleep these last few nights.

    Yeah . . . pretty sure that’s it.

    Insomnia is a lifelong and wakeful acquaintance.

    A painful and heightened appreciation of the workings of my mind.

    In which every thought in my mind flutters and …A is for Awake