I have been having trouble staying asleep lately, which is to be distinguished from my normal insomnia, in which I stare into the darkness and surrender my brain to the chaos of simultaneously pursuing every single available negative thought to its inescapable conclusion of doom. No, lately I have been falling asleep and then …Bee me
“I can’t fall asleep.”
I lean to kiss Maj’s forehead, “Just lie quietly.”
“You always say that.”
“It always works.”
“It does not work, Mother . . . sometimes I am in here for hours, lying in the dark waiting for the Mother-wisdom to take hold, but its grasp is feeble.”
“My wisdom is …Maternal-grievance sheep
People? I have put up a birthday guest post over at the lovely Kisha’s house!
My post is called Filled with Grudge.
Because people? That’s how I fucking roll.
Click and read . . . that’s where the party is.
Daylight Savings Time pisses me off.
11:30 last night and …Permeable
I am so fucking tired today.
So fucking tired.
The cause? My inability to sleep these last few nights.
Yeah . . . pretty sure that’s it.
Insomnia is a lifelong and wakeful acquaintance.
A painful and heightened appreciation of the workings of my mind.
In which every thought in my mind flutters and …A is for Awake